I know that I already posted a thought not to long ago but I have been thinking about momma a lot lately. It has been hard because I lost my baby cousin a few weeks ago and he was only 7 months. I know this probibly doesn't make it any better but atleast he is with momma now. I wanted to thank momma and God for all the friends that they have given me. I can"t think of the right words to thank everyone. I loved momma so much and she was loved by a lot of people as well. The other day while I was at school I was thinkin of momma and I just looked outside and momma was standing in front of the tree's smiling. I know she was sayin "Dont worry bout me". I was so blessed for such a wonderful momma. That's all I have to say for right now. Thank you.

It has been over 9 moths since momma passed away. Life has been crazy. I break down alot and I miss her so much. Everytime I have a crisis or i lose a friend or something i think of her. I think of all the funny stuff that she would say to the people who make me mad. I have written 3 songs/poems for her. Soon i will post them on here. She was loved by so many people. I have a flower thing in my room with her picture in it. She helped me on my MOCK TAKS at schoola nd with everything practically. I miss all the talks we used to have. I always say that she wasnt just my momma that she was my best friend. She may have been 32 but she acted like she was 15. She loved to have fun. I remember evryday that i came home from school i would just go in her room and say anything that was on my mind. That was after she could pause he SOAPS lol. I try to keep showing Cayden pictures of momma to help him remember her. Everyone loved her so much and now shes a beautiful angel. R.I.P momma/April

Its been almost 5 months since Momma has gone to Heaven and it has been hard. Its gonna get worse before it gets better. It was so hard for me to celebrate my birthday without momma being there to help me blow out my candles or wish me a happy bithday. I know that she would have wanted me to have a good birthday. Daddy did a wonderful job with my birthday. Im glad that momma married such a good dad. I think of her so much and I think " What if....she would still be here". I was confused at first and im still alittle confused. I understand that she was sick and she was in pain but why couldn't GOD just have made her better and let her stay here? I ask that question in my head everyday. I miss momma so much and I hope we get to see eachother again. Everyone says that they understand but they don't. Im just gonna try to keep hanging in there. Momma is a beautiful and wonderful angel now. My Aunt got me a locket for my bithday and it has mommas picture in it so evertime im in a rough situation or I start to think about her I just hold on tight to that locket. I feel weird when I don't have it on. I see momma almost every Sunday and I talk to her alot. Sometimes I feel bad for having a good time but I know that she wants us to move on and have a good time. Rest in peace momma. I love you. +